the shock...

Diagnosis
From the day of the news our family was taken a back. We all had no idea and really were scared to move forward. Not only was there one but two that had to go through treatment. I have to admit though, I am bitter sweet about my brother in law being tested positive. I am certain he (hopefully) has saved my husbands life. If it wasn't for him we would have never requested the test. My husband wouldn't have been tested for what another ten years or so. God forbid we waited that long, then what? At what stage would have my husband been at? Would he have symptoms by then? We are a young family... would he see our children grow or graduate? be married... would he see his grandchildren be born? Part of me feels better thinking now he will have that, or at least now he has more of a chance to see that.